Surgery 10/6/15, still pain, even worse, was better Nov, Dec., Jan, Feb. Did dance a bit 3/5/16, probably shouldn't have done so. Then I want down lots of stairs to get to train (Boston MBTA), will not do that again. Now having another MRI (first one post-op). Dr. was trying to hold off as he said there is still lots of fluid and he hopes to get a good picture. Doc did tell me to expect 50% pain, 75% less pain, etc. as time goes on. My gate is off, I'm afraid to walk, I feel like I will never be normal again, able to walk normal, free my mind of constant "on-guard" worry. Can anyone comment to any of this? I pray lots, meditate, use essential oils, do my PT (but even afraid of this), can't even stand too long. Sometimes the pain causes be to verbally "ouch" -- anyone? Thank you. Hoping for the best.